[Lyric] Alone (Colin Z, F2K)

I don’t know, If i can push on. Am i living or am i dying?
No clue man i don’t know at all
One thing i know, is that i am all on my own
Think i got friends, now who do i pretend to be?
The reaper has already set his date for me
Screaming at myself as i look in the mirror thinking ”dying might just be the remedy”
To Cure the pain that is eating every part of me (Feeding on my everything)

This mental insanity’s causing calamity
Upon my soul, man i’m sure that i’m bound to be
Broken inside, on the verge of collapsing
I wanna give up, but hope has recaptured me

Look at my life, you see smiles i see debris
I look in the mirror, see someone who isnt me
I got the keys to the Doors but i’m never free
I’m so alone maybe that is Why i can’t feel, cus'...

I can't feel when I'm alone
Feel like living I think I don't
Give me the edge so I can fall, give me the edge so I can fall
My body is weakening, my mind is decieving
My thoughts as They’re bleeding
They’re crying and screaming
As my soul is leaving, my mind is still reaping
My thoughts of the feeling you feel when You’re dreaming

And it’s all missleading, you die when You’re living
You choke as You’re breathing
You starve as You’re eating
And then you repeat it

You’re always defeated, You’re never completed
Unless you conceded and sit where You’re seated
You’ll never be needed, you’ll always be cheated
You’ll never be treated the way that You’re treating the people You’re needing
Cus they’re also bleeding

Their mind is decieving their thoughts as They’re screaming for help and they’re begging for people to save em
Whilst i keep on faking like i got the power to save em
I can’t cus i’m also done with the life i was given (I’M LOST)

I can't feel when I'm alone
Feel like living I think I don't
Give me the edge so I can fall, give me the edge so I can fall

(I can't feel when I'm alone
Feel like living I think I don't
Give me the edge so I can fall, give me the edge so I can fall.)
I can't feel when I'm alone
Feel like living I think I don't
Give me the edge so I can fall, give me the edge so I can fall