[Lyric] Alone (Emcee Aidos)

Tell me, do you know what it's like?
To be somewhere, where by not one person you're liked
Where everywhere you walk you're avoided
And looked at as if you've loitered

When people compare you to an emergency and you're evaded
And honestly half the time you don't even know why you're hated
Put yoursеlf out there and you're еmotions are completely raided
After the rejection your heart sinks, and you've completely faded

People constantly go behind your back and say shit
And you have memes made about you, as Logic said that's when you know you made it
But in that situation, man I honestly struggled to see it
When you're constantly told all you do is be shit

By random people looking to make a name I'd take hits
But look at me now, I'm out here doin' bits
Yeah I'll admit I made plenty of mistakes, plenty of chances I didn't take
Wasted time and screwed up my future, a life for myself I didn't make

Instead I sit around depressed binge eating cake
When it's time for my funeral, I'll bet people will be hanging out for the wake
You may not like my reasons but you better respect them
My friends, welcome to the autism spectrum
Having this means I'm awkward socially
And in these situations I struggle vocally
People didn't understand this, thought I was weird
Didn't help that by 13 could pretty much grow a full beard

Let good people go for bad ones, why?
Now I feel like life is passing me by
And honestly the more I think about it it makes me cry
That when I had a chance to make something I didn't even try

Sold one of the few people that cared to the enemy
Maybe being fucked over was mean't to be
Only realised they were real after seeing a photo in a room
My life since has been like the temple of doom

The enemy had me wrapped around their finger
They ranged in hair colour from blonde to ginger
No matter how angry I got didn't hinder
Them screwing me, I constantly made my hands blister

But even to this person, someones daughter
My anger kind of made me sound like a stalker
My flaw when angry has always been that I like to talk
But I should have walked long ago, drawn the line with chalk

You entertain clowns you become part of the circus
It's hard to decide though, which one to do first
Anger kind of makes you act on impulse in the moment
But when your mind is clear, that decision you make you loath it
I assured myself what got to me wasn't the people
In truth I let it get to me, and now here we have the sequel
If anyone decides I'm full of shit I can't blame you
But I assure you, I only come here to speak the truth