[Lyric] Anxiety (Freakshxw Demxns)

Imma make it simple
I’m ugly like a pimple
Acting out of impulse
Can't control myself cuz I got emotions
Ears are going numb from my headphones
Wish i could get out of bed
But I just want my head
Pumped full up wit that lead
What you talking about im talking about suicide
Not about that sewer slide
Woah woah, chill bro
How about hell no

Yall ignored me for so long
Starting to feel somethings wrong
Maybe i should toke that bong
But feels like life hit like a gong

Why are you depressed though
I don't know
Im tangled up like im hair
I know life ain't fair
So now i'm useless, what's the point
Don't care enough to roll a joint
All i wanna do is go to sleep
But my bed feels like its a steep
And I should bе slaughtered like sheep
But im gеtting into this all to deep
Feel like I am drowning always
All I can see is that turquoise
Can't even talk it with my boys

It's just a feeling all the time
Maybe i should just binge true crime
And hope I will get over it
Not leave my wrists cut and slick
Fuck these clits
I just need true shit

Maybe I should move to philly
Get away from them hillbillies
They just think i'm acting silly

Least i have that life insurance
Cuz im living with no assurance
Anxiety fucks my ass
Breaking me like i was glass
Always feel like i am trash
And my head really should be bashed

That's just how life goes
I know that it blows
Thats it, let me fuck these hoes
God damn, what am i doing
God damn, where am i going
God damn, how am i doing
God damn, why am i going
These questions they are important
But to be honest I do not care
Pulled that trigger on dare
Fuck a funeral through a fair