[Lyric] Apologetic (Stopping Clocks)

[Verse 1]
I wish I'd have said sorry
When it was deserved
I don't know why I say it anymore
But it doesn't matter now
'Cause I've found someone
And I've moved on from myself
At least that's what I say these days

Stealing things to say
When I think I'm feeling something
And it's worth taking from someone
That's said it better than I ever could

[Chorus]
How many times have I said that I don't know?
It's been so long, and I still can't find
Anything new to say to you
I'm sorry for these things I've said but never put to use
I guess a million apologies
Won't meet the worth of time with you
[Verse 2]
I wish I understood how to
Trust myself with someone else
But all I can do anymore
Is find some new excuse
But I'll find a way
To believe the things you say
Sometimes it's hard to accept
That there might be someone here
Worth living for

I'll find a new soundtrack
For the countless hours spent away
From the only one that matters
Help me make it through today

[Chorus]
How many times can I lean on these trends?
I've spent far too long avoiding
All these things I'll never fix
I'm sorry for the months I've wasted hiding from the truth
I guess a million apologies
Won't meet the worth of honesty