[Lyric] APOLOGIES (jordanisdead)

[verse: jordanisdead]

I remember, i became cut off
Like i shut off, now the love lost, and the trust gone
Easily passionate, vulnerable, suffer love, open cuts
And honestly, it’s on my sleeves
I’m sorry, no revealing it’s too late
Blood paints the ceiling
Now i am free, apologies

[hook: jordanisdead]

Apologies, to all i leave
They hate to see, when i am free
Cleanse my wounds, i assume
That i am doomed, so i will bloom
In solitude, my molecules
Are volatile, impossible
Colorless, cover this
Injury, lost еnergy
[verse: jordanisdead]

Fabricate a smile, and i know it’s been awhilе
Since you seen or heard from me, i really don’t mean to be vile
There’s a predator within the shadows of this tall grass
Too many wounded soldiers and i recommend we fall back
Do you not see it? (see it) do you not feel it? (feel it)
I feel that we’re in danger, how can you be fearless?
I can barely leave the house, i barely see the clouds
I’m fearful of the sun and wind, just keep the curtains down
The fruits of my garden, the truth i can’t harness
Shoot for my target, my youth that has fallen
I am overwhelmed, too paralyzed to bloom
I’m stocked at the helm, please sterilize my wound
I’m so sorry to leave you just with a fucking empty womb
My home awaits me on the other side, please send me soon
Too far gone, you can’t save me in the mazes
Never been one for explaining, so all that i can just say is

[hook: jordanisdead]

Apologies, to all i leave
They hate to see, when i am free
Cleanse my wounds, i assume
That i am doomed, so i will bloom
In solitude, my molecules
Are volatile, impossible
Colorless, cover this
Injury, lost energy