[Lyric] Apologize (Alicia Carpenter)

And it feels like you’ve had this 
Planned since the very first day
Cause at the first sign of sickness
You shoved everybody away

She tried to give you everything that she could
And you know damn well if she could be here she would
But you don’t give a damn about anyone
At least that’s what I’ve understood

I don’t know how anyone could live like this
Cause it feels so cold and lonely
But you’re living it quite well, I guess
And I don’t know why you can’t look me in the eyes
And apologize, apologize

And it’s only been a few months
But it feels like it’s been many years
And the silence of the phone
Only brings me more to tears
You promised her that you would do anything
So why does it feel like you’re doing nothing?
I guess all those words you said
Were just empty promises

I don’t know how anyone could live like this
Cause it feels so cold and lonely
But you’re living it quite well, I guess
And I don’t know why you can’t look me in the eyes
And apologize

And I can’t believe
You’d just up and leave
Stop blaming me

I don’t know how anyone could live like this, no
Cause it feels so cold and lonely
But you’re living it quite well, I guess
And I don’t know why you can’t look me in the eyes
And apologize

I don’t know how anyone could live like this, no
Cause it feels so cold and lonely
But you’re living it quite well, I guess
And I don’t know why you can’t look me in the eyes
And apologize, apologize