[Lyric] Apology Letters (Ran.feri)

(Hello? Are you awake?
Pick up the phone)

My stomach hurts
And I can't hide the fact
That I'm not getting any better
I don't close my eyes at night
Cause it reminds me, that I'm alone
And I'm not feeling better

What am I so afraid of?
I already stared death in the face
And said, I’m not afraid to die
Why do I still hold my breath when I'm around you?

I'm sorry mom I can't always be happy
And I'm sorry dad but I'm getting home late again
Cause' I like driving around screaming so
When I get home no one hears me crying alone
Cause' I like driving around screaming so
When I get home no one hears me crying alone
I'm sorry mom, I can't always be happy!
And I'm sorry dad but I'm getting home late again!
Cause' I like driving around screaming so-
When I get home no one hears me crying alone!
Cause' I like driving around screaming so-
When I get home no one hears me crying alone!

(I was really hoping that you would pick up
Cause I miss you so much and um...
I’m sorry that I’m crying right now but I’m trying to stand up
I miss you so much
And I know that it’s some bullshit, cause you found a new person
A new girl for you
I miss you so much)