[Lyric] Apparition (Carson [USA])

I'm keeping a secret from myself
I've been fighting with myself for weeks
To get a hold of all of my thoughts
Erase them, for they don't mean a thing

I am learning how to push them aside
It's killing my self-esteem
Oh but I gotta do what is right
Cause these feelings, they don't mean a thing

Ooh, I'll take them all back right now
Oh woah, but I don't know how

Chorus:
What am I to do?
What have I gotten myself into?
I've gotta figure this out
Seems like there's no way out
What am I to do?
What have I gotten myself into?
I've gotta figure this out
Seems like there's no way out
From this
The repercussions of these words
They could easily break me in two
I'm getting a hold of all my thoughts
Like if you only knew

I am taking a drink of my pride
And tossing these thoughts away
Oh, 'cause I gotta do what is right
And these feelings they don't mean a thing

Ooh, at least that's what I'll tell my self
Oh woah

Chorus:
What am I to do?
What have I gotten myself into?
I've gotta figure this out
Seems like there's no way out
What am I to do?
What have I gotten myself into?
I've gotta figure this out
Seems like there's no way out
From this

At least that's what I'll tell myself
I said at least that's what I'll tell myself
At least that's what I'll tell myself
At least that's what I'll tell myself
What am I to do?
What have I gotten myself into?
I've gotta figure this out
Seems like there's no way out
What am I to do?
What have I gotten myself into?
I've gotta figure this out
Seems like there's no way out

What am I to do?
What have I gotten myself into?
I've gotta figure this out
Seems like there's no way, no way out