[Verse 1]
Arose from my death like Jason in ‘86
I killed myself many times to fix, this is the last time
I been through hell and back wit no shoulder to cry on
So when a chick wants to date, I’ll ask at what price though?
I wouldn’t even know if I’m her perfect fit she’d try on
I got a healed heart
Her heart still broke, a work in progress on
Three of swords, makes me cynical
Cause hurt people just hurt people
Unhealed ones come, domino effect
Another then another thеn another
When is enough, еnough?
What I went through in the past were building blocks enough to fund trust
A mental tuition for knowledge
Shit they wouldn’t teach you in college, it’s not even worth the prices
I got this feeling that I’m chosen, calmly going through the motions
I’m in tune with emotions, the sun that is golden
Earth adept so I’m grounded
Take a look at my equal twins
I got the Air Forces by my side
New Jersey where I’m founded
[Verse 2]
I wish I could befriend the young me
Be there when those nights got lonely
And when no one was there to console me
Company him while the years go by slowly
So I make my return to Jersey
Go back to the streets, I’ve stomped on
Cry my final tears all out cause
I need most time to let go
Then it comes falling all down
So as I’m picking myself up
I told myself our progress
We’re growing now, I’m growing now, I’m growing now, we’re growing
Looking at those flashback memories, seeing myself ecstatic and graced
In my older homes as I watch his oblivion deteriorate
We’re older now, I’m older now, I’m older now
[Verse 3]
Nah this world ain’t sunshine and rainbows
So I’ma go where my mind and paint goes
Over the years, I was seeking validation but that’s not where the rate goes
It’s all built from within, deep under the skin
Best believe, my children ain’t gonna live how I lived
Conditions so shit, pain stems back to ‘06
Many things brought anguish, I don’t know where to begin
My inner child feels more than me, I’ve healed him many times
I got scars on the outside and in the inside
But I still keep it moving cause I’m deservant of abundant life
I’ve made this far for a reason, I just can’t back down
I see it now when my offsprings come, I’ma be their hero
They’ll be the same within themselves
Cause this the goal that I’ve wanted, the prophet I’ve worked for
Before I came to this life form, it was already written in form
Opened my mind to the life I’ll live, I’ll be damned if a nigga tries to take my shit
So don’t take my shit
This story, new way of success is vengeance
No violence intended but if niggas want smoke come and get it
I’ma be ready, sitting on my fucking throne
The Emperor in my name, I’ll have ya stained
The typa shit I don’t condone, you best leave me alone
Cause I got a whole paradise made for me and my peeps to get away
The old world has been faint and I’m done wit the restraint
Arose from my death like Jason in ‘86
I killed myself many times to fix, this is the last time
I been through hell and back wit no shoulder to cry on
So when a chick wants to date, I’ll ask at what price though?
I wouldn’t even know if I’m her perfect fit she’d try on
I got a healed heart
Her heart still broke, a work in progress on
Three of swords, makes me cynical
Cause hurt people just hurt people
Unhealed ones come, domino effect
Another then another thеn another
When is enough, еnough?
What I went through in the past were building blocks enough to fund trust
A mental tuition for knowledge
Shit they wouldn’t teach you in college, it’s not even worth the prices
I got this feeling that I’m chosen, calmly going through the motions
I’m in tune with emotions, the sun that is golden
Earth adept so I’m grounded
Take a look at my equal twins
I got the Air Forces by my side
New Jersey where I’m founded
[Verse 2]
I wish I could befriend the young me
Be there when those nights got lonely
And when no one was there to console me
Company him while the years go by slowly
So I make my return to Jersey
Go back to the streets, I’ve stomped on
Cry my final tears all out cause
I need most time to let go
Then it comes falling all down
So as I’m picking myself up
I told myself our progress
We’re growing now, I’m growing now, I’m growing now, we’re growing
Looking at those flashback memories, seeing myself ecstatic and graced
In my older homes as I watch his oblivion deteriorate
We’re older now, I’m older now, I’m older now
[Verse 3]
Nah this world ain’t sunshine and rainbows
So I’ma go where my mind and paint goes
Over the years, I was seeking validation but that’s not where the rate goes
It’s all built from within, deep under the skin
Best believe, my children ain’t gonna live how I lived
Conditions so shit, pain stems back to ‘06
Many things brought anguish, I don’t know where to begin
My inner child feels more than me, I’ve healed him many times
I got scars on the outside and in the inside
But I still keep it moving cause I’m deservant of abundant life
I’ve made this far for a reason, I just can’t back down
I see it now when my offsprings come, I’ma be their hero
They’ll be the same within themselves
Cause this the goal that I’ve wanted, the prophet I’ve worked for
Before I came to this life form, it was already written in form
Opened my mind to the life I’ll live, I’ll be damned if a nigga tries to take my shit
So don’t take my shit
This story, new way of success is vengeance
No violence intended but if niggas want smoke come and get it
I’ma be ready, sitting on my fucking throne
The Emperor in my name, I’ll have ya stained
The typa shit I don’t condone, you best leave me alone
Cause I got a whole paradise made for me and my peeps to get away
The old world has been faint and I’m done wit the restraint
( MC Wave )
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