[Lyric] Askin Myself (Xerry)

[Verse]
I've been followin' the rules, one after another
I'm not gettin' nothin', I am just a sucker
And I know that, but I keep followin' my own path
The prob's that I've been walkin' without lookin' forward
And I lost in a kinda gloom, I can't even find a room
Prayin' every night, to my only god, the Moon
I'm tryna find the truth, lookin' through the mask
I am trapped inside a loop

[Chorus]
'Cause I keep askin' myself if this is what I always wanted to be
I wish I was somebody else, somebody who doesn't have no fear
But god, if I can't, what am I s'posed to be livin' for?
'Cause I keep askin' myself if I wanna go back to before

[Verse]
Lately, the nights are feeling a little longer
And I ain't got nobody to bother
I guеss I'm becomin' stronger, stronger
Thеre was a day when I called her
And I realized she was no more there
I guess I just wanted to be okay
[Chorus]
'Cause I keep askin' myself if this is what I always wanted to be
I wish I was somebody else, somebody who doesn't have no fear
But god, if I can't, what am I s'posed to be livin' for?
'Cause I keep askin' myself if I wanna go back to before

[Outro]
'Cause I keep askin' myself if this is what I always wanted to be
I wish I was somebody else, somebody who doesn't have no fear
But god, if I can't, what am I s'posed to be livin' for?
'Cause I keep askin' myself if I wanna go back to before, yeah