[Lyric] Banned love (Retz one [heartbreak boy ])

I love girls that I can’t love
And I trust people that I can’t trust
In tears Asking god if this the reason
Why my arms are always carved up
Or if it’s the fact that I’m drug fucked

I never understood how mark
Did what mark done
I’m one week sober
And I ain’t talking about sex
When I say I’m ready to mask up
And let my feet hang

Give it 2 weeks I’d be re placed
Already lost away in another state
In rehab I gotta change
But every day I’m craving weight
So I slit my wrists
To test how much my veins will take

I could die tonight And not feel shit
Just eat some bricks
And leave real quick
Leaving only my steel tip
On a letter written to my little sis
But that’s pain passed
That she un asked
When I die
Will My deepest sins be unmasked
Or I be remembered as that hard ass

That can’t love
That won’t hug
That can’t speak
That won’t touch
That can’t stay
But can go but

To my little sis I hope your doing well
I’m facing time in a prison cell
And to make it worse Layla’s dead aswell
You never knew but that was my little girl

Trying to live without drugs
Is like having a broken leg
And not found a crutch
I’ll probly kill my self
Once this album comes
Just know I love you all
I’m the proudest broth
Wish I done more
Then just rebound to drugs
Wish I never brought home
Girls mum was bound to love
Just to throw em out
When my Boundaries up