[Lyric] BDD (This Vial Pain)

I kind of just wanna
Cut my fucking face off
Make it look normal. See myself the way you see me
But then again, I’ll always be ugly

I’m like a rotting apple
I’m like a rusty razor
I’m kind of fucking shitty
From how I feel about myself
My body dysmorphic disorder says; what if your face got more crooked? What if your nose got more round?
My dysmorphic, my dysmorphic

It’s kind of like I’m fucking blind. Like I can’t see shit
When I look away and look back, my face looks different
Each time I look
My eyes are different sizes

I don’t care, I don’t care
Make me feel like shit
Make me think my eyes are bigger than the other
Make me feel like my arms are thick as a tree
Make me feel like my face is crooked to Hell
I don’t care, I don’t care
My dysmorphic, my dysmorphic, my dysmorph…

What if I didn’t see myself this way?
What if I saw myself how everyone sees me?
Would I still be ugly?
Would I-Would I…

My dysmorphic...x3