[Lyric] Beck (Lucidvains)

Vanes:
Baby i’m stupid, lucid, i’m a motherfucking fugitive
On the run from my darkest thoughts. whenever i was trying to defeat them
I don’t wanna be like them
But i think god’s got better plans
My life’s a fucking mess
But i think it will turn around

You dont love yourself, that’s okay i dont either
I don’t wanna scare you off. but you dont want to either
I think i’m just too much. but we’re looking queer
Tryna brush it off. but it’s getting weird

Sometimes i feel like i’m living on borrowed time
The acid on my vocals and the fucking restless nights
I’m fortunate for a family who gives a couple shits
If it wasn’t for them i would probably slit my wrists

Spooz:
Love
Is a problem concept
I don’t what i want but
I’m
All alone in my room
Melatonin is what i use
There’s this girl named jess
And she’s really fucking weird
Always stealing every hoodie
From my closet and i fear
That my love and my affection
Leads us always closer near
To a future and a reckoning
That i could never hear

Vanes:
There’s this boy named beck and hes really fucking cool
He gives me hugs and kisses but i’m not sure if he’s true
I’ve got commitment issues and maybe that’s the issue
He’s teaching me how to love and i don’t think that’s an issue

Vanes + spooz:
We’re only 15 but shit i don’t know how to word it
You make me feel a way and i can’t fucking describe it
I hope you maybe let me take a couple shirts home
So i can feel your love from my own fucking room