[Lyric] Bedbug (I Am The Kid)

I've got a story to tell on how I almost lost myself
'Cause I'm bruised and exhausted
Everything's worth losing until you've lost it
Not to air your dirty laundry on the front lawn
But you always seem to move on
When you've got yourself caught between a rock and a hard on

When on your own keep up with the Joneses
When alone keep drinking to the moments that had you hoping
You weren't anything less of a mess
Like that night I met you on those steps
Put your best foot forward then take two steps back

Have you been sleeping well thought as a notch on someone else's belt?
You fucking bitch you wished me death, but now I'm back from the dead

'It's a cold night and it's last call'
I've been home alone convincing myself that this has been my fault

Well let's get this straight I make an excellent dad
I've been the father figure to our kids that I never had
But here we go again so quick to defend your friends
But did you tell them how the first time you abandoned him?
Well the hearts going to see what it wants to see
So it was no surprise to me
When you crawled back your knees didn't bleed
And they wished us well in our 'Little Hell'
So when you find yourself will it be in the back with someone else?
You built your whole life on an idea to find out it's a lie
Is not something you can absorb in a day
I still have my moments when I'm dazed and confused
Not sure if it's me thats crazy
Am I crazy or is it you?