[Lyric] Been awhile (Soap. (Rap))

[Verse]
Hidden from existence for awhile I been tripping out
I go the distance for them miles I was in the ground
I’m only different from the piles cause I’m picking out
The shit that got me in files, right click and wow
I see the look all on they face cause they never found
A reason to reciprocate what they feeling now
I’m in the minutes with the bank tryna figure out
Just what the sinister relate to I’m driven out
Sipping sound from the river I’m indifferent to your words
Whipping pounds, all up in the mission what the fuck u heard
I been hurt hundred million times what the fuck I learned
Everything is everything u better off putting work
Don’t know nothing but the money on the motherfucking floor
Is you gonna pick it up or let em get to running more?
Is you gonna live a lie or fuck around and get em fo?
Everything they got I’m telling god what the fuck I show

Know it I blow it
I'm never sewing it up
I go dethroning emotion
My only motion is up
I broke the potent
And poured it all over, Showing the love
Cause I got nothing to grow into I been over the sub
Set I set it aside
Set a stead in my mind
Only home that I'm knowing
I threw the threat in the fire
Motherfuck the police
And the shit that they hide
From the population, opulating, all of they lies
I'm on this now
Bitch how? went & threw bridge out
Tryna walk up on me i be dipping into this sound
Never got a funny thing to say I’m on my shit now
Punching through the medicine cabinet up in your bitch house
I don’t need the drugs to get anything I flip now
I just want your love he be living in abyss down
Bottom I fought em and now I’m knocking you fucks
Off the top with the taunting I never lost what I trust cause that’s me, bitch