[Lyric] Believing (Cassie Candles)

I've been meddlin' 'round, top down to try and make it better
I been closin' up my mind to somehow make it fit together
I've been screaming at my windshield wipers it won't be forever
'til I figure whatever the fuck I need for this endeaver

I've been crying at the stars at night, and running from the weather
Try'na find the self-control it takes to not rip up my sweaters
Prayin' I don't need a stretcher from this pressure pushing down on me

I've been fighting with my tarot cards each time I get a reading
I been struggling to navigate the pain that I am feeling
I've been trying more than ever and forever unsucceeding
At the basic shit, I don't even how I keep breathing

But I can't give up at this point even though my hands are bleeding
Cause I've got too much invested in the things I am believing
And at this point I don't even care if anyone is proud of me

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