[Lyric] Bent (Quare)

[Verse 1]
I'm in second hour and I'm feeling like I wanna vomit
'Cause I'm sick of thinking of you and then telling me to stop it
Lying to the teacher, I'll be telling her that I got it
'Cause it's time I pay attention to myself to be honest
I'm not fine, yeah, I'ma be blunt
You're not mine, and all of it sucks
I always tell myself that I'm being so dumb
But it's my emotions, I know feelings ain't just

[Pre-Chorus]
My feelings are irrational
But that never meant that I don't have 'em though
And it's long overdue that they have a go
I just wish that I had you, oh

{Chorus]
Heartbreak, wishing that I could'a changed my cards played
Don't know how much more of this my heart'll take
Might not even stand another hard day
Ayy, ayy
Heartbreak, I was gonna fall apart either way
All the good times feel so far away
I can't even tell whether they are fake
Yeah, yeah
[Verse 2]
As a friend
You still care more than
Half my friends
Have me messed up
How has it been, still so recent
Switch up my whole mood with a quick weekend
Miss the butterflies now I just feel bent
And it all frustrates me to pieces
All the good that I thought I could've had
I know I should try to love live for what I have
Not what I can't, well
But sometimes I don't even know who I am
Maybe that's the point
Damn

[Bridge]
I agree with your reasons
See that's the problem
I can't like you did me wrong
It's no one's fault

{Chorus]
Heartbreak, wishing that I could'a changed my cards played
Don't know how much more of this my heart'll take
Might not even stand another hard day
Ayy, ayy
Heartbreak, I was gonna fall apart either way
All the good times feel so far away
I can't even tell whether they are fake
Yeah, yeah