[Lyric] BETTER NOT OKAY (REENSKI)

[Intro]
I've been going broke
I've been going broke
I've been going broke

[Verse]
I've been going broke
To get rid of feeling low
But now I've gotta give up
Getting high

The pills have made me feel
A whole lot of unreal
But now I've gotta stop
Trying to die

[Chorus]
Don't mistake my upturned face
For a crystal lake on a sunny day
Any moment I could break
I'm not fcking okay
Unlike the rest of what I say
This can't be faked, I'm not okay
But it's better this way
It's better this way

[Verse]
I've been playing games
To forget my own name
But now I let the memories
Come and go

The path I used to take
Made my bones and my teeth ache
Needles sharp and shiny
Down below

[Chorus]
Don't mistake my upturned face
For a crystal lake on a sunny day
Any moment I could break
I'm not fcking okay

Unlike the rest of what I say
This can't be faked, I'm not okay
But it's better this way
It's better this way
[Bridge]
Sure it feels nice
Living between lines
Blurring all the words
Cutting through the ice
I used to feel as if
Nothing else made sense but
Giving into gravity
And sleeping in the trench

Sure it feels nice
Living between lines
Blurring all the words
Cutting through the ice
I used to feel as if
Nothing else made sense but
Giving into gravity
And sleeping in the trench

[Chorus]
Don't mistake my upturned face
For a crystal lake on a sunny day
Any moment I could break
I'm not fcking okay

Unlike the rest of what I say
This can't be faked, I'm not okay
But it's better this way
It's better this way
[Outro]
It's better this way
It's better this way
It's better this way
I'm better not okay