[Lyric] Better (Mackenzie Shivers)

I used to be scared of cutting my hair
Now I’m just scared of losing it all
They say being brave
Means being afraid
But doing things anyhow

I want to live at the base of a mountain
When I feel low
I’ll look at it rise
Over the ground where I came from
They say
We’re all going back there someday

And I try to be better
And I lie when I say that I’m fine

I buried my feelings under a pillow
That’s where I cried last night
But you kissed each eye
Fingers and arms
And told me it will be alright
Do you remember that time
That we laughed at our memories?
And just how wrong they can be?
Or were we fighting over it?
It’s not so clear to me

And I try to be better
And I lie when I say that I’m fine