[Lyric] Birth Control Alt Delete (I Am The Kid)

Sometimes I lose myself just to prove that I'm worth coming back to
Life is not about tragedies it's about how they're reacted to

I like to think that you took the best part of your day
To clean up after the mess I made
Have you been busy enough to forget me?
My whole intention was to remind you that nothing else is missing

Well I buried the pain, blamed the hand I was dealt
Even though I dealt the cards myself
Always sinking into obscurity

And if today is the first day of the rest of my life
I would very much like to go back to yesterday
When everything seemed alright
So tell me about the cost of living
So tell me about the price I'll pay
If I pinch hard enough I'll wake up in the bed that we've made

"How many of us are alive yet lost at sea?" said the boy
And the sharks are our friends you can tell they've been smiling
So dive deep and remember the treasures you keep
Will never shine like the ones you lose
We gave up when we wanted to give in
I use to give the best part of me
Just so I could let the worst parts in

It's a cold night and it's last call
There's the small talk going on by the sidewalk
By morning I'll be back on my feet
But I swear there's more to me when I'm fast asleep