[Lyric] Birthday (Delaine The Main)

[Intro: Orson Welles]
I think often and there's a great deal of confusion about what I mean when I
You know, ask people in that sense to remind them to love themselves
Self-love is really an incredible thing
I think it is one of the rarest things that we have on the planet

[Chorus: The Main]
Imagine waking up on the day that you were born
Wishing, wishing, wishing you were gone
I don't why I feel this way
I don't know why I feel so done, aye
Imagine waking up on the day that you were born
Wishing, wishing, wishing you were gone
I don't why I feel this way
I don't know why I feel so done, aye

[Verse 1: The Main]
Every single year on this one day
My happiness gets thrown away
My shawty asking why, why I'm feeling down
Don't give an answer I just take a swig to drown
Drown in my sorrows, I'm down in the bottles
It gets hard to swallow, I'm high like Apollo
Only thing I care about is the follows
Tiktok and on the gram
My life be feeling like its a fucking sham
Every single day takin addy's by the gram
Just wish I could feel better, goddamn
I ain't bout that happy sappy shit
I'm just here to talk real shit
Birthdays are a bitch, life is a bitch
I don't need a bitch, but I need a bitch
I left a bitch, I need to switch
Switch up the flow
Blow blow blow
Put the chrome to your dome
I really don't know why I feel so alone
I'm all on my own ever since I got grown
Reaching new milestones
I'm getting well known, but I'm still unknown
To all these future fans
I'm the fucking man, but I hate myself
I'm the fucking man, but I hate myself
Hate myself, aye
[Chorus: The Main]
Imagine waking up on the day that you were born
Wishing, wishing, wishing you were gone
I don't why I feel this way
I don't know why I feel so done, aye
Imagine waking up on the day that you were born
Wishing, wishing, wishing you were gone
I don't why I feel this way
I don't know why I feel so done, aye

[Interlude: Orson Welles]
They want to be like somebody else or better than somebody else
Or you know they have been conditioned already by their families
That they're are not good enough for this or that
And why can't they be like this or that and all of those things
And at a very early age human beings don't really think very much of themselves

[Verse 2: The Main]
Sometimes I wanna take my life
Emcee up in my spot
But they don't give a damn, what I got
Might get got, but then again not
Coming with the heat, man, I kill these beats
I'ma beat them to death, like" No I.D
Streets full the envy, wanna kill me
'Cause I wanna a lot of money and I'm still mean
Wish the dollar bills ain't thrill me, know somebody feel me
Not, not, not, but the real me
Under the surface
I'm rhyming with purpose I know I ain't perfect
I'm Kirk and you irking me?
All these go-getters ain't what they assert to be
I am the universe you Captain Kirk to me
Nothing but regurgitated far from innovative
I made it, I'm hated, I'm feeling elated, main
[Chorus: The Main]
Imagine waking up on the day that you were born
Wishing, wishing, wishing you were gone
I don't why I feel this way
I don't know why I feel so done, aye
Imagine waking up on the day that you were born
Wishing, wishing, wishing you were gone
I don't why I feel this way
I don't know why I feel so done, aye