[Lyric] Blades (Miguel "E.L.M." Munas)

Trauma starts to surface inside my head
I'm sorry for all the words that I've said
I should have treated you with some respect
All I am doing would make an effect

Scars have been all around my skin
And it's bleeding all over again
I don't want you to feel like this (like this)
Cause I'm probably just sick (just sick)

The blades have cut through all my thoughts
It sliced all the way down to my throat (my throat)
And I feel that I had swallowed a lot
All the negative things, that I've forgot (forgot)

You probably know me that I was in hell
You'll probably leave me here with no help
I need you to get me out of this spell
I need you to get me out of this well

My heart looks as if it was beaten up
It is now chunks, like it was bitten off
It was chopped into pieces of hatred
It was mixed up then it was, tainted (tainted)
It was painted with beautiful bright colors (colors)
But it was covered mostly with sulfur (sulfur)
I thought it was red before, but it was not (it was not)
It was washed and you saw a golden heart (gold, gold)

I bet that you like to keep it now, don't you? (don't you)
Let me get my knife to cut this thing in two (in two)
I won't give you the whole thing, you get it? (get it)
I don't want you to love me, just forget it (just forget it)

You ripped my heart and you took it from my soul
You tore my guts, flesh is on the floor
You've scattered all of, who I was before
Now I'm dead and nothings left, not anymore