[Lyric] Blame (Sjana Rut)

I’m stuck in my worst nightmare
I just want to escape this place
I built this darkness around me

Oh won’t you tell me why it seems so hard to break the spell I cast on myself?
Now I’m in chains and I’ve got no one else to blame
I’ve got no one else to blame but myself

What is wrong with my head?
I should’ve fought instead of being so scared
The voice in my head keeps saying that I asked for it

I tell it to go away but it stays no matter what I say
I feel it kicking in- it’s the shame and guilt that I have buried deep within my heart and it’s tearing me apart
I should have begged him to stop

I am the one to blame

Oh won’t you tell me why it seems so hard to break the spell I cast on myself?
Now I’m in chains and I’ve got no one else to blame
I’ve got no one else to blame
Hey, it's me!
The voice in your head that keeps saying that you should’ve fought instead of being scared
You should’ve been prepared ‘cause now you’re the one to blame

Get it into your head that you technically said yes- right?
You didn’t scream or run away
You must’ve wanted it in some way or you would have cried it out!
It hurt so why didn’t you make a sound?
Oh look! you’re crying now

No one will love you
Why are you so blue?
Get over it, it wasn’t that bad- you asked for it!
You must love the attention!
Why are you so pretentious?
Take a look at yourself
You’re the one to blame

Am I? Am I the one to blame?
Am I? Am I the one to blame?

Am I? Am I?
You’re the one to blame!
Am I? Am I the one to blame?

Oh won’t you tell me why it seems so hard to break the spell I cast on myself?
Now I’m in chains and I’ve got no one else to blame
I’ve got no one else to blame