[Lyric] Blank (Illkastro)

Can you hear me?

I got a few things i need to say

Just listen

Listen

Im at war myself and If i really needed help than I'd go get it just to put it back up on the shelf

But im just drownin in my thoughts
Got me stuck an feelin' lost

What is my cost 

Is there any worth comin from me

Or am i just anotha broke n lonely dummy

I'm stuck
Because I'm still to broke n hungry

Scrapin' my last dollar's gave my girl some gas money

I'm so tired of livin' bummy im wishin she could get what just  she needed from me

But I ain't good enough even when i push my work

I ain't grind enough

Or do this or that enough

But to my family yall i had enough

My mental strain is loosin' all it's strength

I might relapse just to try to take thе pain away

Cause even though I'm high im feelin' bеtter maybe it's the fade that blocks my mind

That makes it feel a lil better get my through the day

An take my agony away I don't wanna let it spray but i point the 9 up to my head n wish that i can (bow)  my thoughts away

Its up to you to decide how you live yo life
Fuck

So whatchu gun do




I ain't livin'how im supposed to be

Seems like everybody needin me

I'm givin'up you barely noticin'

That's why i drown my self in poison

To all the people who avoided me

Said they neva even needed me

This the fuck you to my enemies