Song: BloodTears
Year: 2017
Viewed: 9 - Published at: 6 years ago

Lately i've been finding i have no emotions or connections to anyone anymore.
These blood tears rolling down my face.
I no longer have any expressions.
So caught up in my feelings lately i've been missing out on so much.
No emotions, no satisfaction, no expressions i don't need your haunting image any longer.

All i'm doing is being harmful to myself by having your haunting images stay in my mind.
These blood tears aren't a sign of a mans weakness it's a sign of me still being human.
Being emotionally detached from everyday life is no different than having machines to keep your heart beating day to day.
You were my queen. My very first love of my life. I thank you for the joy you've given me and this pain you brought along with it.

You have left a permanent mark on me, one that is not erasable
So selfish taking me for granted i'm not just your plaything who would have his arms wide open for you to come into just to
destroy me a second time.
These blood tears dripping down my face are the last reminder i will have of my queen that's left such a big scar on my heart.
These blood tears are the mark of my own existence. The proof that in this world there is still someone like me who has had their fire nearly extinguished.

I already died once these blood tears are the proof of my first death.
What the fuck am i doing now?
Trapped in my own room still trying to hold all these tears back while i move on with this writing.
Tryna to find my own meaning and what i am actually worth maybe i will figure it out soon enough.
What's left of my heart that i'm looking at has blood dripping out of it.
People want me to grow up and get over her. I have but then why do i still cry these blood tears over her?
As i look at the stars in the night sky with blood stained eyes, I see many of them falling out of the sky at night.
Maybe on of those falling stars are for LyricsToHealTheSoul.
Wishes are usually made on falling stars and maybe, this is their signal to tell me my crazy wishes are dead just like these fallen stars.

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