[Lyric] Blurry (Jackintheway)

[Verse 1]
Who knew it’d take a tab to finally get me sane
No one can run forever when they’re running from pain
I can feel decisions from my past all start to make sense
In how I’m seeing that they shaped me when I just needed friends
In how I use my guilt to tell myself that I should be pressed
It’s how I’m feeling when I write these words
I’m used to the stress

I’ve got my baggage packed it’s unresolved
I act like everything’s in tact
But I’m ashamed to be involved
And freezing to avoid the fall
Hate that I can wait
I hate my patience
Hate my ego too
I wanna say I’m hungry but I do not like the food

[Hook]
This ain’t a joke to me
But it’s kind of funny
This ain’t a joke to me
But I’m still running
[Verse 2]
I’m still looking for my limits
I’m in shape with the seams
Have I been lost within my feelings tryna find guarantees?
I might just need a different sight of what it means to be free
I might just need a sec to turn my view like ninety degrees
Now I’ve got picky taste
But I won’t say it’s so
I need me out the way
But I’m afraid to go
Cuz I’ll forever take my time to figure out what this means
But if I accept my blurry vision then I’ll finally see

[Hook]
This ain’t a joke to me
But it’s kind of funny
It’s kind of funny

This ain’t a joke to me
(This ain’t a joke to me)
But it’s kind of funny
(It ain’t a joke to me)

This ain’t a joke to me
(This ain’t a joke to me)
But it’s kind of funny
(It ain’t a joke to me)
But it’s kind of funny
If I accept my blurry vision then I’ll finally see