[Lyric] Bottles in my hand fire in your eyes (Sapphire2001)

[Verse]
Bottles in my hand
Fire in your eyes
You don't wanna live
I don't wanna die
Crushing all this pills
Parents aren't surprised
I can't help myself
Need drugs to get by
I can't sleep
I've been pouring everynight
I feel lonely sometimes
In the dead of night
Dad texting my phone
Like when can I see you
But he don't know
That I was in the ICU

[Verse]
Bottles in my hand
Fire in your eyes
You don't wanna live
I don't wanna die
Crushing all this pills
Parents aren't surprised
I can't help myself
Need drugs to get by
I can't sleep
I've been pouring everynight
I feel lonely somеtimes
In the dead of night
Dad tеxting my phone
Like when can I see you
But he don't know
That i was in the ICU