[Interlude: Maxwell Cinema]
I think it’s insane how people can just fade away and then up and disappear from your life forever. And then, every single day, you can feel, like, the presence and effect of them. Even when memories fade, and shit like that. In my first relationship I was like thirteen or fourteen, and all I remember was how scared I was and how I feared what people would think if I told them I dated a dude, and I never told them that, even after I came out, it was like a secret I felt that I had to keep forever for some reason. I still see him most days, and he acts like he doesn’t know me. Even after all the times we spent together and those people, they don’t know about us. And it was good sometimes with him. Even when I hated myself, but he never really loved me. Not really
I think it’s insane how people can just fade away and then up and disappear from your life forever. And then, every single day, you can feel, like, the presence and effect of them. Even when memories fade, and shit like that. In my first relationship I was like thirteen or fourteen, and all I remember was how scared I was and how I feared what people would think if I told them I dated a dude, and I never told them that, even after I came out, it was like a secret I felt that I had to keep forever for some reason. I still see him most days, and he acts like he doesn’t know me. Even after all the times we spent together and those people, they don’t know about us. And it was good sometimes with him. Even when I hated myself, but he never really loved me. Not really
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