[Lyric] Brainstem (Estafi)

In a few days
In a few days

Short lived catharsis
Removing glittery eyes with wipes
Brilliant emotion
The reddish traces of a good night
Decided I'm not done
Don't care if it's a quarter to four
Reach for tube or a bottle, chemical lover
May be a problem

Love-hate relation
Between whatever tonic and I
I'm not Estafi
Breathing out another person
Capable of a gaze
Ugly same as gorgeous
Pearly gates of heaven
Swear to god it's all connected
Therapist calls it self-sabotage
Neighbors say I won't be the odds
They have no
No control
If I go and prove them all wrong
Enemies praying I never quit
Family won't know the whole of it
They have no
No control
Time to go an prove them all wrong

Whoa
The sky is gold again
Whoa
The sky is gold again
Whoa
I feel alive again
Again

Warm isolation
No ETR
Is there more