I remember the time, when I was a kid
Doing stuff with friends, always there for them
School was alright, but sometimes hard
I only wanted it to stop
But when that time came I didn't won't it to end
Because I knew it will never be the same
I won't see many of my friends again
I look on social media and see what my friends are up to
Now all my friends are doing good, with their family and girlfriends
Yet I stand alone
I don't speak with my family hardly again
For doing shit I never could understand
And my dad for taking his own life he never did see me
He will never understand
He took his own life and never really here
So his son grew up by himself
Not feeling the bond
A bond between a father and son Yeah
Now i'm living by myself all alone, no girl to hold my hand
Going out everyday, and never want it to end
Cause nothing is waithing for me at home, beside the loneliness
The pain of seeing everyone happy, people come and ask me
Why I don't have someone by my side, I can't explain why
Besides something must be wrong with me
I got my heart brokken before
Not only ones or twice, but to many times
I can't keep doing this anymore
I raised a wall and it won't go down
But the reason is not only the fact that my heart got brokken
My life made it hard, a artists life is not always good enough
The things I have seen and done, that's something noone would understand
So I keep all this things for myself, and never sharing it with anybody else
Yes I stepped in my fathers footsteps
This music is my only way out
That's my only reason to fight
And to live my life
Now i'm 24 and got a better life
Going wild and never looking back Yeah
Seeing death with my own eyes while speeding up
I don't care what's going to happen next
It's time to end all of this pain Yeah
Cause nothing can really change it
Only myself, but I feel so weak in this hard times
But i'm still alive, so help me god
So I can feel alive, remove all the pain in my heart
Cause my time isn't right
You didn't let me die, no matter how hard I tried
So tell me, what's the plan
How should I go on and live my life
My head is filled up with pictures of my past
Things that was good, but also bad
I can't see it yet, this is my lifestory yes
So tell me god, what is next
What's your great big plan with me
Am I a pawn in a game for you
Or is there a destiny for me that I don't know of yet
Maybe you just want me to suffer more
Please tell me, I can't take it nomore
I'm feeling so alone, noone is here
To hear, all my fuckups in my life
I'm so sorry for my mistakes, but I can't change it
I can only promise
That I won't make the same mistakes twice
I think that was it, yup the story of my life
Doing stuff with friends, always there for them
School was alright, but sometimes hard
I only wanted it to stop
But when that time came I didn't won't it to end
Because I knew it will never be the same
I won't see many of my friends again
I look on social media and see what my friends are up to
Now all my friends are doing good, with their family and girlfriends
Yet I stand alone
I don't speak with my family hardly again
For doing shit I never could understand
And my dad for taking his own life he never did see me
He will never understand
He took his own life and never really here
So his son grew up by himself
Not feeling the bond
A bond between a father and son Yeah
Now i'm living by myself all alone, no girl to hold my hand
Going out everyday, and never want it to end
Cause nothing is waithing for me at home, beside the loneliness
The pain of seeing everyone happy, people come and ask me
Why I don't have someone by my side, I can't explain why
Besides something must be wrong with me
I got my heart brokken before
Not only ones or twice, but to many times
I can't keep doing this anymore
I raised a wall and it won't go down
But the reason is not only the fact that my heart got brokken
My life made it hard, a artists life is not always good enough
The things I have seen and done, that's something noone would understand
So I keep all this things for myself, and never sharing it with anybody else
Yes I stepped in my fathers footsteps
This music is my only way out
That's my only reason to fight
And to live my life
Now i'm 24 and got a better life
Going wild and never looking back Yeah
Seeing death with my own eyes while speeding up
I don't care what's going to happen next
It's time to end all of this pain Yeah
Cause nothing can really change it
Only myself, but I feel so weak in this hard times
But i'm still alive, so help me god
So I can feel alive, remove all the pain in my heart
Cause my time isn't right
You didn't let me die, no matter how hard I tried
So tell me, what's the plan
How should I go on and live my life
My head is filled up with pictures of my past
Things that was good, but also bad
I can't see it yet, this is my lifestory yes
So tell me god, what is next
What's your great big plan with me
Am I a pawn in a game for you
Or is there a destiny for me that I don't know of yet
Maybe you just want me to suffer more
Please tell me, I can't take it nomore
I'm feeling so alone, noone is here
To hear, all my fuckups in my life
I'm so sorry for my mistakes, but I can't change it
I can only promise
That I won't make the same mistakes twice
I think that was it, yup the story of my life
( SDotNottz )
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