[Lyric] Breathe (Contemplating Hearts)

Am I loosing my mind
The pressure never will decline
Depression, awake all the time
Never close my eyes

Disturbance instilled in me
Failure, not what I'm supposed to be
Disappointment, looking down on me
A break, all I need to do is

The air I beg to breathe
Beginning to disappear
We stare towards the sun
The atrophy in my lungs
I begin to break
The life I cannot give or take
The lack of strength in me
All I need to do is breathe

Am I trying to loose control
A burden weighing on my soul
Out of the dark it starts to creep
Deadened dagger, I must bleed
Burning, wretched being
Lived a life with no meaning
The epitome of all the hatred and guilt instilled in me

The air I beg to breathe
Beginning to disappear
We stare towards the sun
The atrophy in my lungs
I begin to break
The life I cannot give or take
The lack of strength in me
All I need to do is breathe

The ever waiting never fading ghost of all things gone
And I stare
Down the hall of the past
Suffocating in guilt and shame engraved into my name
And I'm weeping
I'm still waiting deprecating contemplating
The end

The air I beg to breathe
Beginning to disappear
We stare towards the sun
The atrophy in my lungs
I begin to break
The life I cannot give or take
The lack of strength in me
All I need to do is breathe