[Lyric] Breathing (Surf & Grooverelly)

[Chorus]
Sometimes I feel like I'm dreamin' (Dreamin', dreamin')
Why am I so cold every season? (Yeah)
Outside, I'm flawless (Outside, I'm flawless)
On the inside, I'm bleeding (I'm bleeding)
But nobody ever sees it (Yeah)
I can't even trust you (I can't even trust you)
Girl, you're too deceiving (Deceiving)
You told me lies and I believed it (Woah)
Why you gotta tease me? (Why you gotta—?)
I want you to keep me (I want you to)
I want you to keep me (Yeah)

[Verse 1]
Yeah, I ain't seen my mom in seven yеars, won't see her again
I tried to die too many timеs, I wanna see the end
How the fuck I signed my soul away but I ain't see a pen?
How the fuck you see somethin' in me that you don't see in him?
It's been two years and I ain't heard from you (And I ain't from you)
If you let it up to me, I'd take the world from you
You fell in love with Vivian, I had to put some pearls on you
I had somethin' to tell you, I just cannot find the words for you
[Chorus]
Sometimes I feel like I'm dreamin' (Sometimes I feel like I'm dreamin')
Why am I so cold every season? (Yeah)
Outside, I'm flawless (Outside, I'm flawless)
On the inside, I'm bleeding (I'm bleeding)
But nobody ever sees it (But nobody ever sees it)
I can't even trust you (I can't even trust you)
Girl, you're too deceiving (Deceiving)
You told me lies and I believed it (Woah)
Why you gotta tease me? (Why you gotta tease me?)
I want you to keep me (I want you to keep me)
I want you to keep me (Yeah, huh)

[Verse 2]
Demons in my head, man, they eat me (They eat)
Instead of hating me, why don't you teach me? It's easy (Yeah)
I'm changin' up my number, I don't wan't for you to reach me (Nah)
Voices, they be tweakin'
One more word and they defeat me
I been drownin' in my drugs though
My patience gettin' weaker
She gon' kill me and get even
She gon' hurt me for her leisure
And I did it by myself, I ain't blow up off no feature (Nah)
And I'm still trippin' 'bout myself, sometimes it feels like
[Chorus]
Sometimes I feel like I'm dreamin' (Yeah, yeah, yeah)
Why am I so cold every season? (Why am I so cold?)
Outside, I'm flawless (Outside, I'm flawless)
On the inside, I'm bleeding (I'm bleeding)
But nobody ever sees it (Nobody ever sees it)
I can't even trust you (I can't even trust you)
Girl, you're too deceiving (Yeah)
You told me lies and I believed it (Uh)
Why you gotta tease me? (Why you gotta tease me?)
I want you to keep me (I want you to)
I want you to keep me (I want you to keep me)

[Outro]
I want you to, I-I want you to
I want you to keep me
I want you, I-I want you
I want you to keep me