[Lyric] Broken By Design (Dead Echo)

When my hands shake, I close my eyes
Cause the only place where I feel safe is deep inside
But if I just push it all down, I'll be buried alive
I don't think I'm okay, maybe I'm just broken by design

It's like I'm broken by design

Nothing left of me to behold
When did I become so cold

I loved everybody else because I never loved myself
I'm no good on my own, can't you tell?
Cause I thought if I could fix somebody
Then maybe I could escape my own hell

But with half a step forward comes one hundred steps back
No I can't get ahead cause the Devil once again entices me to come crawling back
Ever since I discovered love, it's just been a steady decline
After all these years, it just dimmed my shine
I swear, what if I was just broken by design?
It's like I'm broken by design

I know I'm not alone, but why do I feel so cold?
I hear you, I see you
The void is coming home

When my hands shake, I close my eyes
Cause the only place where I feel safe is deep inside
But if I just push it all down, I'll be buried alive
I don't think I'm okay, maybe I'm just broken by design

As the years go by
My life in endless nights
The tears go dry
Broken but bright
Is this my sad little life?

When I go to the other side
Will you judge me for how I suffered in life?
For if I die before I wake
I fucking pray there's
No more pain