[Lyric] Broken Glass (Zhan FU)

[Verse 1]
Darkness falls and my demons creep in
Let me tell you, shit where do I begin
It´s like my mind is fighting itself
When I´m alone
My visions always in a world war 3
I try to silence it, just wanna be free
But I´m not in control anymore
For as long as I´ve known
When people ask I say that I am alright
And I´m not lying, at the moment I´m right
But my shadows start to strangle me
As soon as I´m home
I´m overpowered by the voice in my head
And by my anxious thoughts, my demons are fed
And I can´t fight them all no more
I'm trapped in a dome

[Chorus]
My thoughts are transparent through my songs
I’m scattered, yеah, I am smashed and broke
In piecеs and so unfixable
I’m like broken glass
[Verse 2]
I can’t do shit right now because of my stress
I’m so stressed out I won’t get any rest
It won't go away, trust me I’ve tried
To many times
My head is rushing, beating, soon I’ll explode
Hey, can you help me, can you change my mind’s code?
Please can you put me down to sleep?
No strength left to climb
Like cancer, pain inside of me slowly grows
I promise this was not what I chose
I only try to feel alive
Is that such a crime
By this point, I think I need to seek help
Before my mind explodes and I lose myself
But can’t, don’t know how, and don’t want to
Instead, I write rhymes

[Chorus]
I’m scattered and I am so damn frightened
I’m unfixable
I am scattered, yeah, I am smashed and broken
I’m like broken glass