Song: Cant Hold Back
Artist:  NanooKidd
Year: 2021
Viewed: 76 - Published at: 2 years ago

[ Intro: NanooKidd ]
Yeah, I can’t hold back
I can’t hold back

[ Verse: NanooKidd ]
I can’t hold back, put my feeling’s on track
Send me to heaven, this is good haven
Can someone save me, hoping you can pray for me
Suicidal thought’s always coming back to me, can you help me fight my demons with me
I can go another day, fight through my way, can we just pray
Can you stay with me, making sure that I’m awake
Thanking god for protecting me, hitting my brake
Could’ve crashed and died, my mind wasn’t at it’s place
Didn’t wanna see my face, depression is in my case
What was my thought’s? I was just lost
Risking my life at a cost, did I have enough?
This was kinda tough, didn’t know where to end
Just a life that I had pretend, just another pеrson that wanna be my friend
Had to grab a gun, I can’t pull the triggеr
Let’s make things quicker, went to grab the liquor
Drinking until I became a sinner
Wasn’t feeling like a winner, hanging at a club, dancing with strippers
Had a girlfriend at the time, I kept looking at the mirror
Thinking about my life, knowing I won’t be able to have a wife
I was able to see my light, I just wanna show you my highlights
Walking up to my spotlight so god know when is my time
Knowing I won’t be here for a lifetime, I was making a sacrifice
Wasn’t thinking twice, I don’t wanna die
It’s hard to say goodbye, I just wanna cry
Wanna be alone, asking god why?
Having a sign nearby, knowing god is watching me
He’s a person that I’ve believed, praying for a blessing so I could receive
Having a girl talk to me, speaking on what I see
I’m living in a dream, don’t be scared of me
I’m a little extreme, got a Jim with a Beam
This is something I didn’t want you to see
My life just turned into a theme, hope I don’t scream
Hope I don’t scream, hope I don’t scream
[ Outro: Anthony ]
If your listening to this right now. I’m heard to tell you that Jesus is the solution to your problems. If your going through depression, if your questioning your existence, if your tired of living empty, if your tired like nothing fulfill’s you, nothing. The weed doesn’t fulfill you. The alcohol doesn’t fulfill you. Can I tell you something, only Jesus can ever fill that empty void that’s inside you and I’m here to tell you that Jesus love you. Jesus wanna have a relationship with you. It is not the will of God for you to be depressed, it is not the will of God for you to be in anxiety, for you to question your existence. God wants you to be happy, god wants you to be full of joy so right now if your here listening to this. I’m here to tell you Jesus love you. If you wanna accept Jesus, repeat this after me say “Dear god, forgive of my sins. I recognize that I’m a sinner. I accept you as my lord and savior. And in the name of Jesus I pray, Amen.”

( NanooKidd )
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