[Lyric] Cant Live At Ease So Ill Rest in Peace (Dirty Bxy)

[Intro]
(Damn, you did 'em dirty)

[Verse 1: Cold Boy]
I've just been dying hoe, right from the jump
"We got bodies and bitches" I don't give a fuck
Put your love in a ditch like a body gets dumped
I'll be busting and druggin' til dead or I'm slumped
Got a gun in my hand screaming "I've had enough"
That bitch says that she needs me
I say "test your luck"
Trapped in this world, seems forever I'm stuck
I've been trying for so long, it's time I give up (Yah)
I don't even know what to do no more
I can't even think about you no more
My whole life just an act, nothing true no more
Smoke a cigarette out back, man, the life's a chore
I keep throwing up, got a pit in my stomach
I know I got issues, I know that you love it
You know I'm a fuck up, pretend your above it
The end of the day comes, we all kick the bucket
[Verse 2: Cold Boy]
One day at a time, I've been walking the line
I'm just searching for something that I cannot find
Girl, you deal with your shit and I'll deal with mine
I told you I'm okay, you know that I'm lying
I'm dreaming of relapse, wake up, got cold sweats
PTSD, now I break down again
You told me to push through, I don't think I can
And I just can't slow down my mind's rapid decent
Nothing really matters when you're watching all your friends leave
Looking back on all my problems, why the fuck do I feel envy?
Can't keep my chin up, all my problems got me heavy
Yeah, I loved a lot of shit but I still can't even get sleep