[Lyric] Chalk lines (Saint Iver)

I called this album chalk lines cause I found the fault line inside my Psyche, travelled it like Viking
Lately I’ve been wondering why I hate myself
I think I finally found out why I fucking hate myself
I’ve been running circles all around my self
Refusing to just see all the problems around me
Maybe if I just ignored them
Therapy afford them
Hide them in them in my boredom
New problems I would forge them

Anxiety is convenient when you need something to run from
Wе don’t talk about our problems where thе fuck I come from
Funny how I thought I had to save my own parents, now it feels apparent

I used to love everyone more than I would love myself tell me how that really works why can’t I put myself first every time I spit a verse I did it to impress you what the fuck

I should have done it for the love it
Cause I fucking goddam love it
I guess you can say I love my music and my music loves me ay