[Lyric] Change (Deadfish (POL))

[Hook]
Lay in my bed, and the time
Is running away, but that's fine
I feel like I don't try enough,
To make, anything out of my life
Tell me that I am not wasting my time
Tell me that I didn't fuck up my life
Feed me your lies and make me feel secure
I can't tell the truth and don't want anymore

[Verse 1]
Don't call on my phone,
Leave me alone
You say you’re a bro
But I don't think so, no
I don’t want to hide
But I dont have a choice
Bottle it up
I feel like a toy
Seems like every day's just getting worse
And I'm taking all these pills but therе's no difference at all
It's gottеn to the point where I've given up hope
But I keep on faking smiles 'cause they want me to
[Verse 2]
I can't just sit and chill
By myself 'cause then I would
Find myself just breaking down
Thinking 'bout my life and how
It'd be easier to end it
Thinking 'bout it but then still
I got someone to live for
Don't know how much I need them

[Instrumental]

[Bridge]
Lately it's been way too much
Weight on both my arms
Been carrying way too much
Troubles, stress still not enough

[Chorus] 2x
Looking at the time and I’m wasted (FUCK)
It’s another day, nothing's changing
Still feel like shit and head’s aching
Take another pill and forget it