[Lyric] Change (Megg)

Verse:
This isn't new
I've been here a long time
The elephant's all mine

This feels like you
But it feels like the old me
And I'm holding on desperately

Pre-Chorus:
I think too much
Don't sleep enough
Is it over yet
I'm losing it

Chorus:
Why, why can't I change how I feel?
Why, why do I have to be real
When I could be with you?
You were the only one who taught me how I should be loved
I hate myself, it's not enough
Oh I wish it was
Why, why can't I change how I feel?
Change how I feel
Verse:
You wake up before me
I'm smelling your pillow
I already miss you

I've never been the kind of girl
Who dreamt of her wedding
While you're making coffee, I'm planning

Pre-Chorus:
Now I think too much
I don't sleep enough
Don't want this to be over
Cuz I'm losing it

Chorus:
Why, why can't I change how I feel?
Why, why do I have to be real
When I could be with you?
You were the only one who taught me how I should be loved
I hate myself, it's not enough
Oh I wish it was
Why, why can't I change how I feel?
Change how I feel

Change how I feel
Bridge:
Thank you for showing up
Thank you for giving a fuck about me
Oh Oh

Chorus:
Why can't I change how I feel?
Why do I have to be real
When I could be with you?
You were the only one who taught me how I should be loved
I hate myself, it's not enough
Oh I wish it was
Why can't I change how I feel?
Change how I feel