[Lyric] Chaos Neutral (Two Channels)

Of my own death- counting each beat can't catch my breath
I can not sleep- nothing ever feels complete

An endless worthlessness, a life uncertain
Taking your place in line means giving up what gives you purpose

As the world grows I'm feeling like I'm shrinking
To fit into a mold of wishful thinking
I fucking hate seeing fake happy people
They see me as beneath them not as equal

I fought to keep everything at bay
Make it work for me another day
Stifle who I thought that I should be
Give it all up to finally have a seat

The isolation by design gets heavy
Day after day on a rewind choking me
I don't know how much longer I can keep this up
It would be so much easier to just give up
I thought of you, and how you've gone away
I've lost a few, but never lost your pain

I wish, I had one more day
So I, could tell you what remains