[Lyric] Cherry (Enj the Terrifying Muse)

[Intro]
I really wanna die
Like, thinking about staying alive is just wow
[Verse 1]
Such a burden having to worry about my own well being
I swear I’m not trying to be a downer
I just can’t. I- I just can’t
All these supposed responsibilities I have to take care of everyone here
It’s exhausting, I can’t do this anymore
I’m the kid, not the adult
[Verse 2]
Thinking about what to eat three times a day makes my skin crawl I’m tired of living here
It’s not their fault they need me here but
Why am I supposed to put everything on hold until evеryone gets their shit togеther?
I can’t anymore
[Verse 3]
I’m tired I’m tired
I can’t even say what I think anymore it’s exhausting to have to be grateful for it all
I swear I didn’t ask to be born
[Verse 4]
I mean come on, I mean come on!
How are you not tired of having to worry about things that have to do with this stupid prison I didn’t want to be in
This body is the worst
[Verse 5]
Eating, pooping, sleeping is so exhausting, Jesus fucking Christ I-
I feel confined by the limits of what is supposed to be real like things I can touch
Why can’t I just exist out of everyone’s perception?
I can’t even fathom the idea of them thinking of me as something I know I’m not
[Outro]
I mean come one, I mean come on
Just let me go, I wanna go