[Lyric] Choices (Surf)

[Chorus]
Too many drugs in my body, I'm losing my focus (I'm losing my focus)
Run up this money, I spend it, I know I can't hold it (I know I can't hold it)
(I love you Balmain)
Yeah, I fuck up a bag, I'm makin' it back, I'm chosen
I wasn't jokin', yeah
Sippin' on poison, somehow feel like potion (How?)
Walkin' on niggas (Yeah)
I look down, I got that blood all on my forces
Pill in my system (Yeah)
I'm so fucked up, I can't separate my choices (Ha)
Money got bigger
Know my team alright
My bank account enormous
Ball like I'm Jordan, (Gianni)
I can afford it
Hit him one time (Yeah), didn't record it (Yeah)

[Verse 1]
Hop in the whip, I'm finna floor it (Floor it)
We up in VIP, my shorty gorgeous
Get what she want, feelin' extorted
We number one, I'm feelin' important (Yeah)
What's in my head? I'm hearing voices
I cut her off, she gettin' annoyin' (Yeah)
I modded the Civic, the engine imported
Take over your city, I didn't leave Georgia (Yeah)
Too many niggas been talkin' down all on my name, I know that they broke, oh, okay
Lately I'm laughing through all of my pain, I need me a joke, oh okay
I took a break when I went to L.A., had to link with my hoes, oh, okay
Money been keepin' my head above water, feel like a boat, oh, okay
Shorty been treatin' me crazy, feel like it's murder she wrote, oh, okay
So many crosses on me, I'm finna [?] the Pope, oh, okay
I really want it to stop, but God be tellin' me go, oh, okay
I really want her to leave, but shawty be tellin' me no, ho, okay
(I love you Balmain)
[Chorus]
Too many drugs in my body, I'm losing my focus (I'm losing my focus)
Run up this money, and spend it, I know I can't hold it (I know I can't hold it)
Yeah, I fuck up a bag, I'm makin' it back, I'm chosen
I wasn't jokin', yeah
Sippin' on poison, somehow feel like potion (Ha)

[Verse 2]
It's Miyaki (Yay)
Different designers, I'm ballin' on niggas, I look like a model (Yeah)
Pop me a pill (Yeah)
I'm tryna live in the moment
My bitch shaped like a bottle (Ha)
I need some Oxy
I got a problem with pills, addicted to poppin' this molly
I'm off a addy, I'm off a Xanny
I'm uppin' 'em down, I feel like a zombie
I need some help (Ha)
I've been livin' so lonely, I feel like I'm by myself
Don't wanna cry
Feel like I'm way too strong, but even Jesus wept
I can't decide
Sometimes I'm feelin' good, sometimes I wanna die
I wouldn't lie, I really hate myself, you can see it in my eyes
Got no more tries, I really fucked it up, it's really no surprise
I feel so lost, I'm really not myself, I'm livin' in disguise
I lost my pride
One day she was here and now she in the sky
This isn't right
Tell me what I did to feel this shit inside?
[Chorus]
Too many drugs in my body, I'm losing my focus (I'm losing my focus)
Run up this money, I spend it, I know I can't hold it (I know I can't hold it)
Yeah, I fuck up a bag, I'm makin' it back, I'm chosen
I wasn't jokin', yeah
Sippin' on poison, somehow feel like potion (Ha)
Walkin' on niggas (Yeah)
I look down, I got that blood all on my forces
Pill in my system (Yeah)
I'm so fucked up I can't separate my choices (Ha)
Money got bigger
Know my team alright
My bank account enormous
Ball like I'm Jordan
I can afford it (Yeah)
Hit him one time, didn't record it