[Lyric] Christmas Carol - Outro - Remastered (Mayde)

[Verse]
When I first saw your face I turned around to walk away
Never had I seen face that made my jaw drop and sway
Felt like I had gone off again dotting hot sauce on my brain
While nodding off to the cradle music of a baby’s game
I just had to have you, you were driving me through
An emotional tour, I was a passenger too
But tell me what do you do, when you feel your heart ripped in two
And there is nothing that you, could ever achieve fix or do
And you were so beautiful, but to know I couldn’t have you
Man that tore me into, another realm of reality
That I couldn’t еscape, and now here I lay
On a doublе sized bed living this dream that I dreamt
I could go on forever about the things about you I adore
And it wouldn’t even matter if the clouds loomed how enormous
Of a heart must I have to prove to you that I would accord
You with the serenity of the universe how you like to ignore
All the facts, might as well just relapse but tell me
What would it take for that something to get me down on one knee
And promise you with just be-ing me
Now I’m thinking of our future and how incredible
It would be is this the life I should lead
Or maybe you should fucking leave me and just let me be
But the truth is too hard to swallow 'till the day I weep and bellow
The sound of cellos and the sound of hellos living fully instead of Living hollow and I’d hate to sing a Christmas carol
But you’re the only carol I’d sing and it’s honestly surprising
Steeping out of my comfort zone for an arising
Hopefully this is enough for you to understand
This isn’t something I can but instead I just can’t
I’m reaching out for your hand but you pull it away
And Im left on a strand and I know whoever
You're with can’t do what I can
Even if he is your soulmate just know I still am