[Lyric] Clearer Days (Big KM)

I'm doing this for the love of hip-hop right here
Nothing else

I've seen clearer days
Clearer days, clearer days

Look

I opened my eyes up this morning, awnry
Wishing I could be in a postion to get money
Not really on the type of level that I'm seeking
I'm seething, that I can't be the one yall believe in
I'm reaching, grabbing at something thats feeling flaccid
So my hand slipped out, I could't even grasp it
Fell of a cliff in my mind I was dissed
And my eyes they went blind for the times I been hit
I never wanna tell her that her lies that I miss
But I always wish that she'd been moving them lips in my general direction
Not down my erection but up my inflection when I see her step in, shit
I get so confused I can't do this
My mind been trying to slice it up like Confucius
Bash me in my fucking head til I'm bruising
Concussions I'm covered in doubt, hashtag losing
She was telling me she thought I liked that other chick
But she didn't know that underneath it, I was covering
Why you think I kicked your door in? maybe just to see you naked
So even if you hated me at least baby I could see that beautiful body, you dont understand
In my eyes you're the most beautiful woman that's ever lived
So when you spent some time to actually smile at me
I was puzzled cause I thought you might actually contact me
Why all this time drawing hearts in my notebook?