(Verse 1 - Alex)
I’m not your punching bag. I’m not your therapist
You think I even want your half-assed apology
I don’t even know why, you ever waste my time
You try to spend your nights calling me like I would fix it all
You deserve so much better, don’t make me write your letter
Telling you how much you can love yourself oh so much better
But I can’t ever change you, why the fuck should I try
I know that all you’d do is get them back, no need to lie
But now you’re done with me, don’t evеn say hello
I’d rather hate mysеlf for playing on your toxic show
Final act I’m laughing, it never gets old, every day I wake up I’m a lot more bold
Got a heart of gold, no one can take it, never mind a bitch that can ever break it
(Chorus)
As much as I would want to love you
I don’t know if I wanna go through
I used to think that you were so true
But all my dreams are overdue
(Verse 2 - Alex)
I’d rather pack my bags, after all the red flags
I tried to have the patience, but it never got me high
Thoughts running through my mind, how could I be so blind?
I guess I better forgive myself soon before I die
And you will never know, that I’m feeling so numb
Cause all you care about is making me feel like I’m so dumb
I’m always breaking bottles, punching holes in these walls
You’re not even worth ruminating in my mental halls
The audacity to tell me I’m pathetic, sorry that my life is too damn hectic
It’s hard for me to leave a friend behind, but you make it so damn easy cause you crossed the line
Cause I’m used to the feeling of abandonment, but you’re too disconnected for a sentiment
At least I know now you were never there, and you will never have to use me for your cruel and sick intent
(Chorus 2)
As much as I would want to love you
I don’t know if I wanna go through
I used to think that you were so true
But all my dreams are overdue
And why should you ever feel sad?
When you’re the one that hurt me so bad
Don’t be surprised if I’m not there
I’m happier without despair
(Verse 3 - Pyramind)
I wish I was cold hearted, and I didn’t fall for every girl I see, that’s how it all started
Hindsight broken, didn’t know the pain you bring, remember that house party
You said that I had way too much to drink, but I’m not sorry (i’m not sorry, i’m not sorry)
I got to tell you about the way I feel
But the way I feel is a little scary, take a trip to jump up the ferry, I know pain is just temporary
Wish it was shorter like February, our love is dead in a cemetery
Remember when you thought that we would get married
Shameless, I fight for you, never embarassed
Never enough for you, my heart was sharing
But I don’t know if that’s enough for the both of us, so I leave this for you and once again you leave me in the dust
Good things tend to end so I’m not in the rush
I see you at the finish line no I am never giving up
I’m not your punching bag. I’m not your therapist
You think I even want your half-assed apology
I don’t even know why, you ever waste my time
You try to spend your nights calling me like I would fix it all
You deserve so much better, don’t make me write your letter
Telling you how much you can love yourself oh so much better
But I can’t ever change you, why the fuck should I try
I know that all you’d do is get them back, no need to lie
But now you’re done with me, don’t evеn say hello
I’d rather hate mysеlf for playing on your toxic show
Final act I’m laughing, it never gets old, every day I wake up I’m a lot more bold
Got a heart of gold, no one can take it, never mind a bitch that can ever break it
(Chorus)
As much as I would want to love you
I don’t know if I wanna go through
I used to think that you were so true
But all my dreams are overdue
(Verse 2 - Alex)
I’d rather pack my bags, after all the red flags
I tried to have the patience, but it never got me high
Thoughts running through my mind, how could I be so blind?
I guess I better forgive myself soon before I die
And you will never know, that I’m feeling so numb
Cause all you care about is making me feel like I’m so dumb
I’m always breaking bottles, punching holes in these walls
You’re not even worth ruminating in my mental halls
The audacity to tell me I’m pathetic, sorry that my life is too damn hectic
It’s hard for me to leave a friend behind, but you make it so damn easy cause you crossed the line
Cause I’m used to the feeling of abandonment, but you’re too disconnected for a sentiment
At least I know now you were never there, and you will never have to use me for your cruel and sick intent
(Chorus 2)
As much as I would want to love you
I don’t know if I wanna go through
I used to think that you were so true
But all my dreams are overdue
And why should you ever feel sad?
When you’re the one that hurt me so bad
Don’t be surprised if I’m not there
I’m happier without despair
(Verse 3 - Pyramind)
I wish I was cold hearted, and I didn’t fall for every girl I see, that’s how it all started
Hindsight broken, didn’t know the pain you bring, remember that house party
You said that I had way too much to drink, but I’m not sorry (i’m not sorry, i’m not sorry)
I got to tell you about the way I feel
But the way I feel is a little scary, take a trip to jump up the ferry, I know pain is just temporary
Wish it was shorter like February, our love is dead in a cemetery
Remember when you thought that we would get married
Shameless, I fight for you, never embarassed
Never enough for you, my heart was sharing
But I don’t know if that’s enough for the both of us, so I leave this for you and once again you leave me in the dust
Good things tend to end so I’m not in the rush
I see you at the finish line no I am never giving up
( Alex Lievanos )
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