[Lyric] Coming Of Age (Jupiter Winter)

[Verse 1]
I don’t know how to tell you the truth
Cause I don't wanna let you down
I make an easy thing harder to do
When I get up I can’t come down

I’m like a dog on a bone and I’m digging a hole
Wide enough to be buried alive
It’s not a coming of age, just to make the mistakes
I’ve been making for all of my life

[Pre-Chorus]
I tried to just say what I mean
All choked up and caught at the seams
I’m unraveling, there it goes again
I don’t wanna lose all my control

[Chorus]
In a cycle in a cage
Back and forth until it’s too late
I’m not trying to play a game
I don’t know how to test the water
Guess I'll always be my mother's daughter
[Verse 2]
I thought that loving her would make me complete
And turn the mirror back around
Melt the hate that I held underneath
I swore I knew the way down

But I been holding it in
Like an original sin that burns that back of your throat
Like the bird in a cage that sings anyway
I guess that’s all that she knows

[Pre-Chorus]
I tried to just say what I mean
All choked up and caught at the seams
I’m unraveling, there it goes again
I don’t wanna lose all my control

[Chorus]
In a cycle in a cage
Back and forth until it’s too late
I’m not trying to play a game
I don’t know how to test the water
Guess I'll always be my mother's daughter

[Bridge]
Numbing the pain of being alive just
Made it harder and harder to survive
I’m wearing my armor, like it’s an honor
I don’t wanna lose myself again
[Chorus]
In a cycle in a cage
Back and forth until it’s too late
I’m not trying to play a game
I don’t know how to test the water
Guess I'll always be my mother's daughter