[Lyric] Commencement (Ricky Mortal)

[Intro]
Blackwater OG

[Verse 1]
No nooses around my neck
I put depression in check
Dump guts up out of my Swisher
Smoke weed and pass it to friends
Indecisive, I'm on the fence
I love you and I love sex
Paint brushes touchin' the canvas
I'm spillin' colors to death (yeah)
I'm concentrating on paper (um, ugh! what!?)
I'm concentrating on raps (what, what!? what!?)
Shitty colors matchin' my aura (uh, yeah)
My psyche won't stay in tact (uh, yeah, yeah)
Blurry vision on racks
Fuck the snakes and the rats
I'm holdin' you in my memory
Takin' a shot of Hennessy
Yo I heard the point in laughter is to drown out all the screams
Bloody dreams, if they mix some othеr things up with that green
Guala beam, aimin' at my bank account I love the tеam
[Bridge]
Yeah I love the dream of spittin' toxins til them niggas bleed (x5)

[Verse 2]
Got a few skeletons hid up inside my chamber (check)
I hit the wax out the banger
I'm high as them shits in hangars
The quicker the money comes
The faster the money goes
I know you wanted paper
I know you thought me a failure
I know you think I'ma owe
Well fuck you I fuckin' own it
They claimin' my sins is sick
Yet killin' around the corner
They sayin' that I need help, nigga
You don't know the half of it
Pacifist; niggas make me nervous so I ride with kin
Pass the spliff, ash it on a nigga if he wit the shits
Take a swig of his 40 ounce then spit it back at him
Hit a lick on a nigga if I do not fuck with him
Take a wiff of that purple sour 'for I take a hit
Fill the holes all up in my psyche with some fuckin' dro
Fuck a hoe; hopin' for the love I used to fuckin' know
Re-up every morning buy a blunt soon as I hit the store
Toe to toe with demons I don't know if I can take no more