[Lyric] Company (Emma O'Rourke)

[Verse 1]
Who’d have known that being alone
Would be so lonely?
I should have guessed I’d end up like this
When I bought all my disguises
Maybe I haven’t met my people yet
But I bet I already did
And they took one look and I wasn’t enough
And I’ve nothing else to give

[Chorus]
I like my own company
But I get jealous so easily
When I watch a group of friends as they laugh
'Cause I kinda want that
You can tell, even from the sidelines
That their bond won’t fadе over time
If I had that, I’d hold on so tight

[Verse 2]
I guess it’s my fault, I don’t try at all
I makе connections, and I let them fall
But the effort has to go both ways
I see the pictures and it makes me ache
Never invited, never mind it
Nobody around, just how I like it
But forever's a long time to spend in your own mind
So I dress up in my lies
[Chorus]
I like my own company
But I get jealous so easily
When I watch a group of friends as they laugh
'Cause I kinda want that
You can tell, even from the sidelines
That their bond won’t fade over time
If I had that, I’d hold on so tight

[Outro]
I like my own company
But I wish someone was there for me
When I make mistakes
Or when I need to laugh
'Cause I’ve never had that
I cry and no one can ever tell
'Cause I’ve learnt to hide it so well
My thoughts are putting me through hell