[Lyric] Concealing My Fears (Slumpy Da Elephant)

Why, are expectations so high
As if the bar I set, my arms I stretched
But I can't reach a star that's ten feet away from me
Would you care, if I had a tumor
Even though I ain't no superman
I'm just a junior, looking for a future
But the way I feel right now
It's like I'm in the sewer, with no way out
I just get casted away straight away
Feel like a [?] person running from the [?]

Why is everything I do considered wrong
Everyone is prolly pissing all over this song
I can't ignore them, they are like an orange demon
I try to keep these monsters within
But now I'm convinced that thеse wandering imposters
Might takе my place in this world
I want to curl up in a ball and end it all
But before that, I'll try to fall
If I could just get over this wall
But if I do I'll prolly fall in a pit of shit
It makes me hurl, to see the real world
For now, I'll conceal my fears