[Lyric] Contradicting Fate (Other Galaxies)

Our contradicting fate
Keeps us locked in the same place
You keep doing what you do
And I'll keep getting lost in your waves
Traveling figure eights
Around my head must feel great
This song will never be the one
We dance to now that you're gone

And every time you see me I am moving backward
I wish that I could tell you
Whatever it is I'm after
But I can't so I don't
Go with the motions and sink the boat

And if the world was upside down
We'd find some time to unwind
But we fade into the night

And if you say that I'm the worst
Well then, it wouldn't bе the first time
I know too well what this is likе
I'm a wreck, I must admit
I self-destruct when I get upset
If only this walk home
Could kill me faster than this cigarette